Saturday, 15 December 2012

Surrendered to Hormones and Don't hate me..=(

Oh gosh..what I had promised myself to resist all the urge and fantasy that lure me to the wild world. In the end, I lost and surrendered to the hormones. I hooked up with a man and not a virgin anymore!!....not sure should feel sad or happy. Just not a thing to proud of. Guys..please don't leave me!! =(

Know him in Jack'd and..well he is older than my brother but younger than my dad. I can call him uncle..lol...ya I like mature guy. However, he is not those typical uncle..he is HOT with well-built muscles..sexy tatoo and of course my lovely facial hair. xD Can't believe he is in that age, must work very hard to maintain that.

I went to his house and it's huge!! Well, at his age probably can afford it, but I didn't know he lives with family!!! So awkward when I went inside and greeted his family even got girl around my age!!! His family so open-minded =.= In their mind sure.."Hmm..a slutty young boy" >.<

His room just normal (but bed can sleep 4 ppl O.O) but his bathroom..OMG like 5-star hotel one...so freaking nice. Okay..had a sexy session and oh man his chest is what I dream of..xD However, during the process I only could feel PAIN and PAIN!!! Because his...you know..quite..*clear throat* Only pleasure for awhile. He was so pro and skilled and finished quite fast as he said it's my first time so take it slow..hmm...I glad it ended x.x Then, showered together..damn it.. how I wish I got bathroom like that. He said my body built is quite okay =D  He also texted me to check whether I reached home safe..so nice.

Conclusion, I didn't really enjoy it or it's just normal at first or I should try F* someone??  LOL Anyways, he is a nice guy and I prefer body to body who says gay sex only fuck and be fucked?? Without that also can enjoy it!! Hmm..this is my another new chapter of life begins? No..I'm not going to do that..maybe just once in a while xD...focus on searching Mr. Right.

Something like that but chest sliglty smaller and not really visible abs. Face erm..Manly look





14 comments:

  1. Bye bye virginity. And welcome !! Not bad ar, find mature man. Still pain ?haha

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    1. Ya. Should grief it for awhile -.-
      Hmm..not really now xD

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    2. Its like a drug... It hurts at first... Then you'll get high and addicted to it... No need up grief la

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  2. oh wow. congratz. you lost your V-card finally.

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    1. And I not able to find it back..hmmm
      How about yours?? ; )

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  3. Herm... oh well... glad that you are not harm... do be cautious at all times ya =D

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    1. Okay =)..and I'm not going to do so frequent..just once in awhile xD

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  4. congratsss..if he's desirable then why not go to the bed with him?XD

    shouldn't be in pain if you have sufficient lube and proper fingering before the session.been there done that,my my i'm too directXD

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    1. Hahaha...seems like got a lot of experts here xD

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  5. Congratulations my friend.. I feel so happy for you. You have grown up. Anyway, play safe yeah...

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    1. Hahaha...nothing really proud about.

      How have you been?

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    2. I have been the same until now. Thank you. I am too passive. At least, you have sex experience. It is crucial as part of growing up. I am afraid that I myself will be virgin until old. I am older than you you know. Wish you all the best in future.

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  6. lol OMG this post is so explosive. hahahahah wow eh when free we should talk!

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    1. Hahaha..when I finish exam okay?? ; )

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