Guys with Dog

As usual, staying at home during Friday night, really have to get a nice night life once in a while. Too bad, don't know how to start =(  Almost blogging everyday cause nothing to do except study and do assignments x.x

Went to a Park to jogging, and I saw a hot guy walking his dog. I always find a guy having a dog is attractive . I don't know why..just is a kind of charisma attracted me to those hot guys with dog, but the dog must small breed..lol. I feel so weird for myself. When I see a hot guy and he is holding his little baby, really find him extra hot and attractive....hahaha.

Maybe like how women find a guy with children and taking care of them seems very attractive to women? I also find those young daddies quite attractive too..lol.


The smile!!! Melt~

How I wish my dog can be like this..he is so fierce =.=

 

Broad Preferences Gay..Bad?

I went to Green Mermaid coffee shop to do my assignment, don't know why I really like the environment of it, and it makes me focus my assignment without any distraction except...hot guys..lol..maybe this is the reason too..lol. Although their drinks is quite pricey, but food is quite reasonable and well I normally stay there for many hours and using Wi-Fi.

Opps..out of topic again. Okay, went to counter to order my drinks, the barista caught my attention, he got the cute looking and buff body..hmm..don't know consider..hottie or cuttie? He is very friendly..well he should be..then suddenly he said I got free drink from my Mermaid Card because purchased more than 10 drinks.


My Mermaid card =D Should got the mini version one..

Hot Drink always my Favourite =)

Oh..so fast..I really go there quite often. However I need to fill up an online survey first =.= He sat beside me and guide me to the website. Oh! Felt so shy got a hot guy sitting so close to me...LOL think too much..but his English a bit lag..so minus a bit mark..hahaha

However, this makes me wonder my preference for guy is too broad..is like almost every guy I think he is quite hot as long as he got a d*ck..lol Sometimes, I think a guy is good looking and attractive, my girl friend just disagree and think just average looking.

Hmm..is that a good thing? To be not so picky..lol. Maybe because I'm not so confidence about my looking so I think I have no right to be picky? Well, my friends keep assuring me my look still can get a cute and pretty girlfriend, but I want cute and hot BOYFRIEND =p. Then, I sincerely think those guys are quite hot..not only the looking but also the feelings or aura they give me.

He roughly like this (of course this one cutter)..people might find he is not cute

Peace speech from Gay

Quite excited when I heard Obama won the election, even though not really my business, but maybe he supports gay rights so I like him..lol (so realistic). Does it mean a big change in US in term of diversity? Does it also how the world view gay rights? Well, we will know it when time passes.

As a Pro daydreamer, I always imagine someday one person represent LGBT going on stage in a stadium giving a remarkable speech ( like Martin Luther & Aung San Suu Kyi) about the rights for LGBT. Talking about all the stereotype, discrimination, hatred, despicable..etc that we face and have to deal. The struggle and pain that no one can imagine especially raising in a conservative and strong religous family. There is more painful when your family unwilling to accept and discard you.

Telling that maybe we can live what we want, but to be honest we are human too, in nature we need to be around with people and have good relationships with everyone. No gay couple can live happily when no one glad and bless what they are doing. We always being taught love everyone regardless of sex, status, religion and etc. so when two same sex individuals loving each other without causing any harm to self and others, why they cannot be blessed and accepted?

It is not follow the nature laws? Who can really tell what is the correct nature laws? It's written in book? You set it? We only can say we born like this, even though there are many researches found there is no 100% born to be gay, but they also couldn't prove it's 100% nurture.

What we want just a normal and peaceful life. Are we affecting the next generation? Well, Heterosexual people always the highest population, even children raised by gay couple also not going to be homosexual.

What will happen when LGBT is accepted? I also don't know the pros and cons. However, one thing I really sure is that LOVE, RESPECT, & TOLERANCE will be enter into a better realm of humanity.

Then, everyone stand up and applauses with tear in their eyes....

Hahahaha..I really like daydreaming...provide me a space to escape from the reality for awhile.

Let's hold hand and make the world be peace =)

Am I that straight?

I always wonder whether I really look like straight or doesn't look gay at all? Why I so curious because went to a awkward conversation.

(Hanging out and chilling with friends)

Suddenly..

X: Hey! Why don't you faster get a girlfriend? You sure are a very nice boyfriend..or you actually like guys?

Me: ..........

Y: Hahaha..don't be silly! Is it quite hard Shin Yong is gay.

X: I just kidding only! I know he is not =p

Me: .......... Focus on study first.

I really didn't know what to say at first, in my mind I really want to scream out "Yes! I'm GAY." Well, not sure how's their reaction when I coming out to them since they quite sure I'm not gay. This makes me wonder do I really look that straight or actually what's the criterion to being gay? I guess they normally think all gays are sissy kind of people. Stereotype!! However, I also not that manly too...well..I think look weak (too thin) instead that's why I bulking up now!!

Sigh..stereotype stereotype everywhere...but I do agree most gays have more feminine sides than straight men..



Zachary Quinto!! =D
I was quite shocked when he annouced he is gay..lol

Ricky Martin. Well, he is more macho than many guys ; )

I'm a lifeless Gay

Just realized how lifeless I am for this few years, no wonder my social circle is so small. If you cant contact me, there are only three places you need to go to find me - my house, Uni and gym. That's all..most of the time you sure find me at any of these places, only few times I'm at other place like shopping mall. My phone also possible whole day no one text and call me. This is my boring life...everyday go Uni..gym..home. No class...still stay at home. Besties? They have their BF and busy life too. Hard to meet them.

Night life?? Oh please..the only time I will back late is either friend's birthday or gathering. To be honest, after 12am my brain start stop functioning and turning into sleep mode. That's why I don't have curfew at all, my mom think it's okay for few times per month or within months!! I am a morning person so when rushing assignment, I always sleep early and wake up early in the morning to do.

Sometimes my friend said I need to get a life...but I don't know how to start. I'm not anti-social just very passive kind of person. Need someone to "lead" or "guide" me..lol.

 

Just staying at home to check out hot guy...lol

Should find one day go clubbing. Woot woot~

 

Biologically Gay..Mentally Straight? Seriously?

*Warning* Please note that what I'm going to write is just from my personal experiences and opinion, cannot be generalized to all people. If I offended anyone..here is a apology flower  <l-{} =)

Wandering around a fourm and found an interesting post asking about how to know you are gay. Surpisingly, many people claim that they are biologically gay but somewhat mentally or emotionally attach with female. Hmm..from my experience, I did go through this..phase before I truly accepted who I am. In my opinion, this kind of thought is non-sense or illusion because it's quite hard to be have sex urge for male, but..strong emotion attachment for female?? Some of them said maybe they are Bisexual.

However, from my understanding, Bisexual means you have sexual feeling for both male and female, just that the degree of which sex you prefer is different. I used to have the thought that I am biologically Gay and mentally Straight, but once I accepted who I am..the thought just diminished. The fantasy of having a pretty girl as girlfriend and happy life with her..replaced by a hot guy..LOL. I really used to think find a girl and get married to continue my life since I have strong emotional attachment for girls.

We often underestimate the power of our mind, when you keep thinking gay is not really acceptable in your surrounding, you tend to have this false illusion that you have feeling for girl. Nonetheless, your body tell you the different things. Huamn do have emotional feeling for both Male and Female, friendship is also kind of emotinal attachment. For guys, there is also something call Bromance, because you have the strong attachment for each other, but that is not Romantic LOVE as couple. Having just strong emotional attachment does not mean you love her as a soul mate or beloved. It's not fair for that girl.

Deep down you still want to have strong emotional attachment with guy, but your mind keep telling you it's wrong to like and love guy. You might think sexual feeling is not important anymore when you are being with that person for very long time. Hey! You never take away sexual feeling from romantic love, it is part of the relatioship. Who says when you are old, you cant have sex. It plays an important role in maintaning relationship. Some even said not felt happy and satisfied from the sex experience so don't think he is gay...HELLO..even 100% straight or gay guy also can't find that in every sex.

In the end, Researcher should find out is there really possible to be biologically gay and mentally straight........

 

Somehow quite curious about Bisexual

Find out Gays at Gym

Getting ready to go gym after group meeting, my friend suddenly felt period cramps very badly, and this was her first time. I was like O.O really? I suggested some methods for her to feel better..but I didn't realize..she might think HOW THE HELL..I know all these stuff, especially from a nerdy guy!!! LOL..OMG..I think hang out too much with girls..since they really don't bother to talk girl issues (even some dirty secrets) infront of me...maybe I really look turstworthy for them.

*Clear throat* Sorry.back to topic. I went to gym and when I was working out, found interesting phenomena or scene. There was few young girls doing some new exercises (like last time I did..it was so painful), then got one exercise they have to position..like plank, so their buttock raised up. Now here is the interesting part, there sure got people pass by.

Sitting in a nice spot, I tried observed how guys reacted to that scene. As expected, those uncles and guys look staight automatically focus on those..butts..when passing by..lol Those I think are gays..hmm..just looked for mini seconds and didn't show any interest..some even didn't bother to look at. Hahaha. I have to claim that those girls are pretty not average looking...nice bodies the same time.

Of course, I can't really judge like that since sometimes I will also look at those ladies with nice bodies. Who doesn't like beautiful things. However, it's interesting how a guy look at female in gym because most of the time the sport wears are quite tight and...sexy design..lol. For me, my focus only on guys in gym..too focus on them until forgot got females in the gym..lol