Then, I have been gymming for almost 10 months, still didn't get the result. Looking at myself, still consider skinny. Why so hard to gain muscles T.T
Okay la my friend who is a gym trainer said my progress is okay and good (not sure just want console or what). This kind of made me felt better a bit :(
Holiday gives me extra free times which also make me ruminate a lot....kept thinking how I failed for my life. Still thinking about what exactly need to be done for my future and don't have any proper future plan T.T
For Tom, I think it's just one-sided love, or I think I'm quite annoying in msging?? I always type quite many words, but he replied with few lines with 1 or 2 words. I think too much??? He normally replies my msg quite fast, so I think I should feel content with it......
One thing for sure is he is single but someone like him sure got many guys after him. *Sob sob* I think one-sided love is more painful than breaking up because at least we were in love with each other before.