I'm always the one initiate the conversation and try to make things go well, but I seriously suck at how to show my feeling not in direct way or creepy. Asked him out for few times, but there are always got excuses to decline it. Hence, I should get it?? He is not interested in me at all??
Got one time, he thought I was just kidding, but I have been waiting for few hours. When he knew it, he also still felt reluctant to come. Again, did it mean he is not interested that's why didn't really care about it???
It has been a month, it seems we still stuck at accquaintance-friend stage. Maybe I just think everything will happen very fast?? I still need to put more effort and wait longer to see how it goes.
Got one night, he asked me teman him to have supper, I straight away drove from my hosue to his place. Few moments for silence, because I don't know what to say (so pretend looking at phone) but he also busying with his phone..sigh.
Well, one thing that make me feel good (or try to console myself) is he rarely replies my message late..always very fast except he is having nap.
Wind said I got nothing less competitive with others, no need to use all the times on one person who doesn't really show interest in me. Sigh.....well, maybe this is part of journey I must go through and learn something from it.