Tuesday, 14 May 2013

Arhhhhh!!! Persist? Give up?

At this moment, I'm so tired to be the one use more effort to keep in touch and try move the relationship into another stage..so TIRED!!

I'm always the one initiate the conversation and try to make things go well, but I seriously suck at how to show my feeling not in direct way or creepy. Asked him out for few times, but there are always got excuses to decline it. Hence, I should get it?? He is not interested in me at all??

Got one time, he thought I was just kidding, but I have been waiting for few hours. When he knew it, he also still felt reluctant to come. Again, did it mean he is not interested that's why didn't really care about it???

It has been a month, it seems we still stuck at  accquaintance-friend stage. Maybe I just think everything will happen very fast?? I still need to put more effort and wait longer to see how it goes.

Got one night, he asked me teman him to have supper, I straight away drove from my hosue to his place. Few moments for silence, because I don't know what to say (so pretend looking at phone) but he also busying with his phone..sigh.

Well, one thing that make me feel good (or try to console myself) is he rarely replies my message late..always very fast except he is having nap.

Wind said I got nothing less competitive with others, no need to use all the times on one person who doesn't really show interest in me. Sigh.....well, maybe this is part of journey I must go through and learn something from it.



10 comments:

  1. Shin Y dear,i agree to that wind said and by the way,you deserved someone better....someone that could cherish you...

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  2. Maybe you are not his cup of tea ?? I face it before so I think I will ask him directly as I just tired to wait someone that I like and he do not like me. In the end, I am the only person that hurting myself. That's what I thought.By the way, if the answer is NO, you guys still can be friends and everyone deserved better one. Future, who knows ??

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    1. Ya..maybe I just too scare to confess my feeling. Scare of rejection??? Hmmm....

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    2. Hmm....Who doesn't?? Be confident and follow your heart.And, I do not like to confess face to face. It is awful and always feel like want to go to washroom. Hahahaha....I think just send him a message and tell him how you feel then will do :3 Cheers

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  3. I love the song "To Love You More".

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  4. Normally I would advise to see him as friend only for now and see how it goes but I know it wont work that way for him. So I give u back the thing u said to me last time, get it straight with him. No point wasting with him and rejecting others that approach u

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    1. Thanks!!! Well, no one approach me at all so I think I still can be friend for now first..hahaha

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