It happened quite long ago, but I think I need to share it, so people can take it seriously and be more careful. Still remember one of my sex buddies..daddy? Yup, he has broken my trust to him.
That night, as usual I went his place for getting off. That time he seemed bigger, muscles more solid and abs coming out, totally turn me on. I could see he must trained very hard and for his age quite impressive.
Then, foreplay...blah blah blah. During halfway of the session, I suddenly noticed got a rubber kind of thing aside. I took it and found it was a condom. Only realized, he took it off halfway.
I asked him whether he really did or replace another? He said it's okay, I was clean so he dared to take it off...BUT I was not sure you are clean or not!!!!!!!! (I know he is very active one) Don't know why, I didn't have the strength to stop everything, maybe I scare of awkwardness if I did that....felt terrible for myself after he finished everything.
That was the time, made me realized how dangerous it's even he is a regular or sex buddy. I have known him for almost half year yet he broke my trust. I never expected this, since I thought people who play wild, should be more caution about it. In reality, it's not like that, once you started become wild, the risk always there!!
After that, it was my blood test journey started, I really scare about it. Went with a friend to have a speed test from NGO. The moment when the girl asked me what am I going to do if I diagnosed HIV? Totally freak me out!!!
Second time, Sean went with us (told him everything), kind of gave me support. Actually, he also wanted to test..lol Third test is coming soon, I hope everything will be okay. Sean keep saying don't worry too much. Really glad that I met you!! <3 =)
Those who having wild life, please play safe and be more alert to those you playing with, even though you have known him quite some times. Don't let your guard down and get yourself in trouble.