Thursday, 1 August 2013

From Heaven to Hell! Help!!! T.T

Today supposed to be a wonderful day, but I ruined it very badly!!!!!!!

Cut it short. Recently, I got new haircut, everyone says it's nice and looks good. Then, when I was at gym, my ex crush finally smiled and said Hi to me!!!!!! After 8 Months at gym!!!!! He is the super A grade kind of guy. Fair and smooth skin...white teeth..red lips and super hot body!! but my friends said he is a bit too muscular la. I showed them long time ago.

Then, don't know why stupid me tried to take photo of him again, and he noticed it!!!!!!!! T^T I'm 90% sure he knows it because look back the photo, he totally stared at my phone and my stupid posture also quite obvious!!!!!!! *Got hole to hide my head??*

Moreover, I think he sort of told his one friend (huge group of them) When he looked at me again, no smiling face at all!!! OMG!!!! How am I going to survive at gym for the rest of the time! T.T

If just him knows is okay, but whole bunch of guys knowing totally can kill me. Plus, I also always alone at the gym. No body supports me T.T Sean teased and laughed at me first, then console me lor.

I'm the kind of really care how people think about me. Guess I need to change it now. T.T

12 comments:

  1. having your handphone around you while doing gym is a big distraction. I never bring along my phone when I doing gym. Because you can't really focus in doing your sets rather than focusing on the phone. just saying.

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    1. I don't trust the locker, paranoid about people very easy to open my locker...loll True la sometimes quite distracting..

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  2. first of all, you shouldnt let urself be distracted by always thinking that they're talking about you. and i dont think they'd gang up to beat u as well as it is a public area and physical violence can pretty much put their asses into jail lol. so just make sure that mr super A grade's photo is not in ur phone anymore that can lead to solid evidence? xD

    besides i still think it wont cause u a hell much of a problem la, that guy should be flattered that u even wanna snap his photo lol.

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    1. Of course not beat me, just they will think I'm a weirdo. Of course I straight deleted it!!! T.T

      Ya...just it would be awkward a bit when we bump into each other x.x

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  3. your'e fucked! lol

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  4. Err...is your ex-crush in gym gay as well ?

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    1. gym gay?? I can sense he definetely a straight guy

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  5. you should have a small talk with him after he smiled at you....after 2/3 conversations you can ask his fb?then you can see the pictures:D

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    1. wow..pro. I'm socially awkward person, don't know how to social, that's why after 8 months still alone. -.-

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    2. it's ok,got many sifus at here,you can learn from them:D

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  6. Yeah I think he felt flattered more than awkward la. Everyone knows everyone takes pictures now these. Think of the bright side. You don't need to come out to him anymore. It actually opens up opportunities. I think you should worry how to be calm when he speaks to you in future instead. He he he....

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