Today supposed to be a wonderful day, but I ruined it very badly!!!!!!!
Cut it short. Recently, I got new haircut, everyone says it's nice and looks good. Then, when I was at gym, my ex crush finally smiled and said Hi to me!!!!!! After 8 Months at gym!!!!! He is the super A grade kind of guy. Fair and smooth skin...white teeth..red lips and super hot body!! but my friends said he is a bit too muscular la. I showed them long time ago.
Then, don't know why stupid me tried to take photo of him again, and he noticed it!!!!!!!! T^T I'm 90% sure he knows it because look back the photo, he totally stared at my phone and my stupid posture also quite obvious!!!!!!! *Got hole to hide my head??*
Moreover, I think he sort of told his one friend (huge group of them) When he looked at me again, no smiling face at all!!! OMG!!!! How am I going to survive at gym for the rest of the time! T.T
If just him knows is okay, but whole bunch of guys knowing totally can kill me. Plus, I also always alone at the gym. No body supports me T.T Sean teased and laughed at me first, then console me lor.
I'm the kind of really care how people think about me. Guess I need to change it now. T.T