Gay sibling

I have had a weird dream, having some family time in living room. Suddenly, one of my brothers stood up and said "Dad..Mum..I'm gay." The living room became super dead and no one said anything...until my mum shouted "No!!!!" and run away while crying...so dramatic Dream..LOL

This make me wonder, I rarely or never to hear about gays got gay sibling, (since I haven't explored much) I only know when a family got many sons then the youngest has higher chance is GAY. Well, my case can give support to it!! Hahahahahaha In addition, studies that conducted on Twins also found mostly only one boy of the twin is gay but not another. Mostly I know is gay cousin but not sibling. It would be interesting and cool to have a gay sibling. On the top of that, both of you have to be close.

However, I think when you find out each other is gay, both of you mostly will become closer??? Imagine you can share whatever thing to him and so does he, bitching around..he become your best bitch and brother at the same time...hmmm. Or it would be awkward?? xD

Then it comes to another horrifying thing, when both of you coming out to parents!! Should coming out together?  so parents just get heart attack once? or one by one when your parents already immunned to it?? Like I already got one son is gay, doesn't matter another is also..LOL

Anyone out there got gay sibling??? Really curious how it feels and looks like...=)

Public "Fun"

No doubt I have heard a lot of stories about having 'fun' in the public. Just wondering whether everyone got that kind of fantasy?? or actually everyone does just not all people dare to do so??

If you let me choose..maybe shower room in public?? but of course I prefer own private space ; ) I definitely not dare do it in gym, but swimming pool maybe..LOL

Since I stepped into the wild world, don't know why I started encoutered some wild stuff. Take one as example, after finished work out, going to take my car. Nowadays, mall is so dangerous so I kept looking around to stay alert...mana tau nanti got people rape me...LOL

Heard a car's engine on so automatic looked at it, Wow..a straight couple making out rigorously inside the car..hahaha They definitely saw me but didn't bother. Was right in front of my car, so I took my step slowly to get off..LOL

They seriously...ehem ehem...so 'hungry' like that. Formal shirt fetish strike..that guy wearing formal shirt and good looking..made me excited too..LOL They chose the peak hour to do that..hmm...there is a hotel super near..can't just go there?? Well, doing it public feel different..I guess.

Okay la I know I shouldn't kacau them so I faster started my car and went off. At that time, couldn't see the lady's head inside the car and you can know where she had gone to...LOLLLLL

Oh!!!! My friend encountered one lagi Wild. Threesome in public toilet even asked my friend wanted to join?? She was like WTF man...hahaahahaha

So far, I still not dare to do it in public as I'm really scare people find out my true self..xD

Shower shower~ xD

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dare in Public?  ;)

Nice bitch Hatred bitch

Today went out with that queen of bitches, Joker and quite a nice outing, but don't think for him...because he said I'm so boring and never go out with me again..LOL Well, I have to admit I'm a boring kind of person, sometimes I'm a freak to my friends..xD

Don't know why he gave me the feeling like he got aristocrat aura..hahaha Erm..if we were cat, maybe he were persian cat (Talking about the cat's personality..no other meaning)...=) I guess strong pride..a bit arrogant....etc and of course Cute~ Don't angry for what I said just briefly analysis as haven't known him very well so can't go into deep part.  Just laugh those off. =) *Peace*

Hahaha..sorry la due to some reasons, got that habit of analyze people's personality ; )  He is very nice and awesome bitch that you can't miss him up in your journey of life ; )

Watched Les Miserable, it was nice and got some parts almost made me cry.T.T Feel like going to watch musical show now. Long time  haven't been any muscial shows.

Supposed go to gym but I ended up sitting on the sofa playing with phone to kill some times...loll Then, that's the time I met this bitch. I saw a guy walking to my direction and sitting next to me. He is hot so kept my eyes on him for a while. This bitch..I think his bf or what, caught me looking at him. He used that contempt and full of hatred eyes looked at me. =.=

I was..opps okay sorry..continue play my phone..but that bitch faster asked his bf move to other seat. His bf asked why, that bitch said not a nice spot then looked at me. I was like WTF!!! I just looked at your bf for a while...not that I went kacau him or what. So precious..don't let him go out in public la!! Isn't that should be happy your BF still can attract people eyes -.-

Anyways, regardless of that today was a ncie day for me ; )

Persian Cat~  Meow~

That moment!!!

Due to my sickness, I have been trapped inside the hosue for four days, which also means absent for gym. Feel so guilty now..should do some simple work out at home.

Because my throat still feel a bit pain, past few days I only can eat porridge, bihun soup, bread and milo. That evil bitch  Joker kept talking about food with me!! That queen of bitches. I'm really craving for food that can excite my taste buds T.T

Luckily, today I could have that moment!!! go out to have some fresh air. Went to restaurant to have tasty food but couldn't that too heavy. My mum said still haven't fully recovered so she also not allow me go out into crowd or public so much cause body still recovering many bacteria outside =.=

One more thing, was playing with match finder in Jackd..clicked interested on one guy. Suddenly, pop up he also interested on me too. o.O Didn't know got such person exist. (To my hiao bitches...he is 2x only okay??!!) However, that guy maybe clicked wrongly or what...he's so freaking passive. I message one thing, he replies one. I really bad at maintain a nice convo!!! He expects me to talk more or he just not really interested..what the heck....=.=

No! He is not like that..just find this guy hot especially the chest..Oh My xD

The Fear!!!!

Being sick for this few days, I feel like back to babyhood, my mum taking care of me like baby, except carry me up since I'm taller and bigger than her...LOL

My mum usually like to nag and complain about us, but when we are sick or what she instantly back to instinct motherhood...full of warmness and caring. This make realize why I so afraid of coming out to my mum. After reading Rick's post, it made me think about it seriously too. Maybe I worry and scare that once my mum know my true self, she won't treat me in the same way again.

Maybe I read too many sad cases from gays' coming out and think too much, but I can't avoid this kind of thought. I'm sure many gays also afraid of that, and that's why very hard to open mouth say "Dad..Mum..I'm gay." I really can't imagine how my mum going to react, as for my dad I think he can accept it quite fast same as my second brother too...well at least faster than my mum.

Being sick really makes me got a lot of spare time to think many things by staring at the ceiling..LOL I guess when we are born, the journey is already not easy to go, especially hit on puberty. The more clearer your difficult pathway going to be.

 Luckily got blog to express my feeling and thought, and met some awesome hiao bitches [you know who you are ; )] at least my difficult journey got them...

That pain!!

What nice way to start my new year, woke up and felt my throat super painful!!! Faster go visit my family doctor...

D: Open your mouth

Me: Ahhh

D: Oh my, you are having tonsillitis (inflammation of the tonsils), maybe need to do surgery.

Me: o.O!!!

D: Just kidding, your case not that serious, but have to take care though (Knowing him for so many years, didn't know he got troll side)

The antibiotic too strong, I puke whatever I have eaten after the meds. T.T When approaching to night...fever until 39 °C  @.@ Now I still feel pain to swallow anything....even water (x.x)

My bro back from oversea and staying here for few months. He bought my first Abercrombie & Fitch t-shirt to me!! but I have to say...it's so freaking UGLY!!!!! Since when his taste became so bad =.=

Please tell me I'm wrong T.T

First-(s)

First post of 2013!!!!! Happy New Year!!! =D Review back 2012 I just realized I got a lot of First-s in that year.

First time to acknowledge myself as part of gay world, first blog, first gym membership, first gay friend, first..ehem..'fun', first bitches gang and many more.

2012 is really a year that I never forget, it's a milestone for me and changed my direction of life that I used to avoid!!! Whole new journey of my life, as not what I have planned. I need to reconsider what is important in my life now.

No more denial made me feel relieve and become happier now. Although I know this new journey is not easy to go, but I believe one day when I looking back the paths of the journey, I will never regret my choice.

I'm really excited about 2013!! Wondering what are waiting for me to go through.

Mini 2013 resolution
-Get super good results for my study
-Gain more weight
-Get 6...no..erm..4 pack abs..LOLL
-Get a date

Wish everyone have wonderful year!!! =D

Don't think I got effort to achieve this =.=
 

This should be okay for me...hmmm