My Body My Way Prt 2

It's weekend!!! Hope everyone will enjoy this weekend, like have a nice rest or outing. Today brought Sean went to my gym taught me how to do my arm and leg workout properly. My arms are bigger than him, but his shape is nicer =( His legs...big and sexy ; )

Sean is a lovely yet strict trainer xD I totally can foresee my arms and legs gonna be so aching on tomorrow -.-" Well, no pain no gain!! I must work harder!!! Gained 10kg muscles still look so THIN!!! =( You can imagine how skinny I was. Of course I'm not gain until so buff, looks lean and yummy is enough ; )

On the bright side, at least my paper flat chest became A cup now..LOL I stop having mass gainer quite long ago because my body really...sensitive? overreact? just can't take it. Hence, my journey to gain muscles is harder, have to eat a lot yet take care what I consume.

I know many people form my gym looking at me might think my progress is so slow, but I just want to gain weight by my own way, which makes me enjoy working out. As long as it works and healthy. People's guidelines are very useful, but finding your own that feel comfortable is important too.

Besides that, Sean and I can consider quite stable. We meet more often and enjoy the time being together. I can feel that he is serious about this relationship, so do I. Just that sometimes I feel a little little bit insecure and jealous when he interacts with guys, especially his Ex!! LOL Well, like my bestie told or telling each other, TRUST is very important no matter in what situation. I chose Trust as my guide for entire love life.

Love you~ xD

*shy shy* hahaha

 

Actually not sure is really holding hand or just want take the phone..lol

Hope one day can hold hand with Sean while walking on beach xD