Well, I think the relationship went too fast unitl I can't breath properly...still got a lot of things run through my mind...confusion. @.@
I still try to figure out my true feeling as soon as possible because I don't want waste his time. Alvin just asked me take my time, but he already asked want meet his parents and friends or not =.= ...of course as friend. I rejected because I don't want so fast get into each other's life completely.
Anyway, I still have some nice times with him. One day, he confessed or told something to me.
Alvin: You know...I had a stalker before and I kind of gave wrong signal.
Me: Oh! Okay..not surprise even though I have none, so what happened then?
Alvin: Not normal stalker..creepy one. He even threaten me to end his life to get me.
Alvin: Hahaha...I think he is done with me. Oh! He is older than us and quite tall..around 185. He is taekwondo black belt and know kickboxing.
Me: =.=" Are you serious?
Alvin: I'm really not kidding...don't worry I won't get you involve if he sitll not over me xD
Me: I hope he got new target..if not I just going run away from you..hahahaha
I shall work very hard in gym now..to protect myself.....